若我安可 发表于 2010-5-5 02:52:15

写给亲爱的你们

<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman"></font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">1</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">和斜阳姐见了一面。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">这座我熟悉又陌生的城市里,还有唯一一位和我没有任何亲近和利益关系、只是出于纯粹的关心和爱护我的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">姐姐,如你所说,人生真如下棋,我正是那粒已下错一步的棋子。扪心自问:悔不?可是落子的棋岂有后悔的理,是吧?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">这是人人都要走的一段路,我已看到一路的风景,或许与别人不同,或许我的旅程也成了别人身旁的另一道风景,悔与不悔,终究又有多少意义?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">姐姐,前些日子你在我的文后留言:最近怎么越来越像做梦的孩子。可是,做个有梦的孩子不好吗?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">我知道自己一直近乎幼稚地不肯“长大”,自以为是地固守,就如我的脚一直不肯亲近几乎所有女人不可舍弃的高跟鞋。这样的幼稚真的和我的年龄如此不相称。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">可是,姐姐,我倒真的想一直做个有梦的孩子,一直,真的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">和斜阳姐一同到来的还有木头的书。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">这个我只熟悉他的文字而他什么都不熟悉我的人,我曾自诩为他的粉丝,但基本没有过任何粉丝该有的行为。在我疏离博客的这两年,在他那里,我甚至连脚印都没有留。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">公园里,果果在兴奋地奔来跑去,我想起他的书,拿出来,才翻开第一页,名字便让我倏地鼻子发酸——《嘘!我掉眼泪别出声》。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">好,不出声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">3</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">我想再像昨天下午那样,看到那位大叔在夕阳西下的湖边抚着古筝,可是到了五点的时候,还没有踪影。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">天沉沉的,会下雨吧,我得先回去了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">再会,大叔。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">4</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">回去时,屋里有客人,饭桌上顺便和我说起关于口音和腊肉的事情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">说是他家租住着湖南人,说是他们讲话的口音好像和我有点像,说是他们的腊肉在屋子里挂着,一排排,说是他们会将蒸出来的腊肉油沥出用来炒菜——但是,他说觉得这一切很怪,他说不喜欢屋子里那些腊肉散发出来的味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">哦呵呵,真真是好玩的事情。不知有多少人一听说腊肉二字便要掉几盆口水。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">至少我当时便自然而然地想起墙头上挂着的一排排健壮黝黑的腊肉腊鸭,亮晶晶的油滴到下面红通通的火堆里,伴着滋地一声闪起一团小小的火光;那堆红通通的火堆下面,或许还埋着几只红薯,而我,正在红通通的火光的温柔映照下打着瞌睡。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">这些,都是孩子时的事情了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">火堆上的腊肉老兄,我很想你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">5</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">2</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">号那天晚上,爸爸竟打电话来,我们本如此至亲,如今你却如此客气疏离,闲聊却充满谨慎小心。你像拖人请求帮忙一样希望我能多多督促弟弟的婚姻大事,你像我是一盆真正泼出去的水一样解释和掩盖不经意泄露出来的家里的困境。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">我很难过,爸爸,比难过更甚的还有愧疚,虽然我从小就畏惧你的巴掌,从小就不亲近你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">6</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">世博会开幕那天,妈妈发来短信提醒我赶紧看电视里现场播放的烟花盛况。可是我那时没法收看。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">这些日子你又常常不厌其烦地电话或短信叮嘱我注意身体、注意出行、注意不要搭理陌生人,特别提醒</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">4</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">月和</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">7</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">月尤其要多多当心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">自从那年小弟离世后,你开始在家里设置神位,开始不定期的为我和大弟求神算命,并将神灵和命相里的旨意及时传达给我们。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">我很听话,妈妈,我会很小心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">7</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">妈妈,其实我现在开始有点迷信前世今生,比如我在无法解释我们现在这个样子,无法解释你和爸爸时。所以,我现在宁愿相信,你们的前世或许彼此相欠,彼此相轻,以至殃及今生,以至殃及我们。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">我曾经很厌恶因有你们的生活而给我留下的伤痕,然后在你不理智的狠言作用下很早就选择要义无反顾地逃离,暗下决心一个人也要好好地活。可是,妈妈,我不是要背叛你,我只是不知道到底该怎么办,该怎么走。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">现在,我知道不管我实际走得离你们有多远,不管你们是不是已经老去,我其实依然还没有长大。妈妈,迷失在森林里时,我常常会想到你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">可是这一切该怎么办?妈妈,我也不是仙女,无法探究大家前世的宿命根源,只能请求梦神安提转告天帝,念及我们对幸福的不懈努力替我们解决难题吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">来世,大家都要幸福。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><font face="Times New Roman">8</font></span><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="line-height:100%;font-family:宋体;font-size:10pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman';mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman'">妈妈,昨日我偶然看到一篇叫做《给母亲的短柬》的小文,这里的几段,就算我写给你的吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:100%;text-indent:24pt;margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span lang="EN-US" style="line-height:100%;font-size:10pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p>

红尘琴心 发表于 2010-5-5 10:33:07

<font color="#a66c6c">有一种情可以让夜云淡风轻,有一种相聚可以成为人生华章。做个有梦的孩子,再久的永远也不是奢求,大家都要幸福……</font>

晓狐 发表于 2010-5-5 11:19:44

<p>我是相信有前世今生的。</p><p>所以,有时我会傻傻地问我的朋友,到底在前世我们有过怎样的纠葛,今生才会反反复复地纠缠?</p>

kinds 发表于 2010-5-5 12:43:54

楼主似应该放宽些心怀。要知道,最爱你的人,是至亲的人。

toys 发表于 2010-5-5 14:17:10

边城一刀 发表于 2010-5-5 15:08:19

<p>美丽的真性情。</p><p>每个人都会有坎坷,让我们都幸福!</p>

谭顺元 发表于 2010-5-5 16:43:18

<p><font color="#0909f7">人的一生,没有多少回头路可走。</font></p><p><font color="#0909f7">但是,却会有不少美丽的风情让我们回头凝望。</font></p>

xiaowang 发表于 2010-5-5 23:19:58

让我们记住“人间坎坷辛苦,我不认输”

zhuhu07 发表于 2010-5-6 11:31:29

看了再看,心里竟有些酸楚。

Blues 发表于 2010-5-28 10:50:18

行云流水和云淡风轻。。。
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